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On 11:34 PM
a week of pain that is...
im finally home after 2 days of camp in sch.
track camp that is. such a nice camp. really enjoy it.
everyone did a good job and im very tired. ive tire myself out soo much
that i cant recover my body well..
best part of the camp is when we hide at the steeple chase area for one hour.
gazing on stars and the bright moon.
my body is in the bad state. i really cannot cope with it...
im soo freakingly tired.
all thanks to projects,tutorials, studies, training, camp meetings, and
camps.
2 weeks of break that is. but but!. there's 2 projects to do! marketing and ict.
darn.kinda stress. but i gotta finish all my tutorials and revision asap...
also, i gotta buy new clothes and change new hairstyle again!. woot!
i dunno why but i got these feelings that ive just have to keep certain things to myself. hmm.
she just left for perth, australia.
and ouh! im praying hard for her to be happy and safe there. for some reasons i actually did that.
but why am i doing that?.
hais...
before she left i actually managed to give her the gift that i made especially fer her.
im so afraid that she won't like it. im hopefull.
when i passed her the present, the smile on her face silence my mind.
time kinda stood still and yet all i could ever do is....tongue tied.
she'll be back soon i guess..



she told me she have problems with a boy. but i dunno what is it all about.
maybe someone she already likes? and im just there doing my best looking like an idiot. running in the background...and ouh, she recently has stopped replying to my messages. so what does that mean?. not interested...gosh...
tell me.if that were to happen. what would i do?...
if then...ill just move on with my life then...
heartbreaking it will be.but isn't that should be usual to me?. giving my best in every person i love always ended me being hurt.im asking for it isn't it?hai...sad
im sad.
could it becux of my look? cux im nt good looking either.
I give
my life to hear your voice