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On 11:31 PM
finalli im back home.
i felt that home is still the greatest place of all.
today is not bad....ive been doing my tutorial...
except for subjects like business finance and essencial of sports and wellness.
hmm..
weird things start to happen again...
its the fifth time i saw this girl in the mrt, and worse, it is all
at a different timing and different cabin. she is a JC student. hmm....can see by the uniform, i won't say which jc.. and she is a little close to my height. rather good looking and fair look. for about 6 times, we saw eachother. so i kinda like try to not to think too much about it until today...
the fourth time i saw her. i kinda smile to myself. but but!. she thought i smile to her so she smile back. darn. that was my fault maybe. lols. but just now!. its like wth la. hmm. okay... i enter the train at about 10pm, aft dinner with track teamates...and then i kinda have to stand till around yishun. when standing i realise the girl behind me look familiar la...
and so, yishun it is. there were 2 empty seats at the side. so of course i have to sit right?. so i sit. but then. she also sits with me. okay. now im beginning to feel weird. darn. so i pretend that i don't care...by trying not to look towards her direction.
and the weirdest thing that happen is. whenever i look at the reflection opposite me, she too look at it...and and! everytime it happen we try to look different direction, in malay is "malu malu". so. im begining to felt very uncomfortable...
i keep trying to have a glace at the reflection to see what she is doing...
for some reasons, she have this dissapointment look. i saw it at the reflection. and she began to rest her head back and look directly at me... so i was darn nervous. by then it is at woodland...should i say hi? or even intro?....but i just can't do it. im just so freaking shy...so i try to turn to look at her just once!. just once huh!. wahs!. shit. abt 4 secs we stared at eachother. i turn to look forward...darn. she's really looking at me. deep down inside me i want to know who is she...why do we always cross path at eachother...
by then the train reaches marsilling...so she just stand and gave me a smile...darn!.i smile back of course...then then!. FOR some stupid unvoluntary actions of mine. i wave bye to her and say see you! wtf wtf!!!!
how in the hell did i did that?!. im freaked out of myself...after she left. whoa....everything seems to tone down real alot...so much better.
who is she???...
who?!!!!!
i wanna know her name...
very sweet looking malay girl...
and the worst thing is. while siting with her...
she changed her ipod song to One step at a time by Jordin sparks.
and u know wad...im listening to that song...
this is by far, one of the weirdest day in my life...
I give
my life to hear your voice