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On 10:02 PM
2 weeks of break.
its really bad. that feeling is sooo sucky.
what would my other track teamate thinks?
im not lazy. no im not.
i've tell myself. i must this time really rest more
and get fit.
no real injuries in sec days...but in poly. its real bad. this must stop.
with ivp in mind. ive got this problem. that 8oom and 1500m spot.
is really not easy. in my school, we have phillip, marcus and jerome
who are really good in those events. i can't beat them with the training rate im doing now.its really bad.
those glory days in secondary school are all in the past. i have to forget about the past.
last friday, i did not went to training. and i actually looked at them training. with all those pains in their face. passionate they are in their sport. track and field is not what im passionate in. it is more of what i believe in.
this is not how im suppose to feel. this is not what ive been.
that feeling came back. and it is something so different that i didnt feel for so long. i even dreamt about it.
mr ramesh said to me," naz, you're a fighter and you can go far".
he is my coach. a national coach too. he trained me well and provide great guidance in life. he said to me about believing in myself and everything will be alright.
mr tim said to me, " naz, just take a look around, think and then strike him hard. aim his weakness points ", my tkd sir...
ive been missing this thing...and it is believing myself. ive lost it.
and this time. im forgetting about those glory days but now. it has to be me working hard in my training.
please. call me a loser.
call me useless, good for nothing.
or whatever you like.
i love it. becuz
it'll do me good.
a good way to believe myself and strike you in the weakness.
u shud never work behind close doors. but show it. show to them.
show that you can. show me you are my competitor. compete with me.
challenge me. hit me hard. and i'll show you what is hard.
humans did great things so why cant you.
tkd taught me dicipline and pain.
soccer taught me patience and balance.
believe.
just believe.
3 words.
determination, dicipline and believe.
it is back.
finally.
whoa im so glad it is.
wun be updating anytime soon.
naz.
I give
my life to hear your voice