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On 8:49 PM
one of the worst day of my life.
full stop.
why cant u just understand. why cant u just tell me one simple
thing and stick to it. are u fucking stupid or what. i had enough today.
and i can do is just show that neutral face.
im frustrated. im very depressed and yet its good enough that i can show a good face the whole day. im trying not to mix my personal problems with work and things seems to get out of hand for me.
im fucking tired of the problems im facing. i had enough. what an ass. yesterday is my leg and now today is another thing. im quiet yes is true.
furthermore, i went for my checkup today and guess wad. the medical fees is $107, the highest in my life. and what else. no physical activities for one month. not frustrating enough? worse. u train hard u fall down harder. one problem after another and now is this. why cant it just recover. why issit still in me. can u just get out....doctor scolded me, and i may not even recover if not taken care of.
yesterday is shin and today is another. an old problem resurfaced.
who else can understand me, my parents? yes they do? but ive been spending my time in school so tell me now hu understand?. shit.
my hardwork is gone. and yes is gone. why? i won't tell anyone. i will not tell. im suffering everyday. why cant u people just understand. im eating myself up. im dying in my heart and thoughts.
im trying to look okay and my acting is failing as time goes by. physically and mentally im getting weaker. why cant i just go into coma...
im sick of this life. im sick of it. i tried to be satisfied of smallest thing and i tried to be happy but im no happy at all...
worse, the look of our instructor face today is so black. a hi and ignored.fed up.
chill ive been. trying to...
furthermore, im trying to help everyone, as much as i can. but i just can never do so...instead, im making others the victim of my own actions. im sorry . very sorry. but i can never utter a single word to u because im realli realli sad and i have no confidence to say so. hopefully u understand. it suppose to be yours. and i have no idea about it....
works ar pilling up soon. and where am i?
not gonna train for one week at least...a break i need.
u train hard ppl say u overtrain, u train smart ppl say ur unfit.
8&^&%^@$!
give me a million dollar and everything will be settled.
im tired....so so tired...
can i stand up again?
one of the worst day of my life.
full stop.
why cant u just understand. why cant u just tell me one simple
thing and stick to it. are u fucking stupid or what. i had enough today.
and i can do is just show that neutral face.
im frustrated. im very depressed and yet its good enough that i can show a good face the whole day. im trying not to mix my personal problems with work and things seems to get out of hand for me.
im fucking tired of the problems im facing. i had enough. what an ass. yesterday is my leg and now today is another thing. im quiet yes is true.
furthermore, i went for my checkup today and guess wad. the medical fees is $107, the highest in my life. and what else. no physical activities for one month. not frustrating enough? worse. u train hard u fall down harder. one problem after another and now is this. why cant it just recover. why issit still in me. can u just get out....doctor scolded me, and i may not even recover if not taken care of.
yesterday is shin and today is another. an old problem resurfaced.
who else can understand me, my parents? yes they do? but ive been spending my time in school so tell me now hu understand?. shit.
my hardwork is gone. and yes is gone. why? i won't tell anyone. i will not tell. im suffering everyday. why cant u people just understand. im eating myself up. im dying in my heart and thoughts.
im trying to look okay and my acting is failing as time goes by. physically and mentally im getting weaker. why cant i just go into coma...
im sick of this life. im sick of it. i tried to be satisfied of smallest thing and i tried to be happy but im no happy at all...
worse, the look of our instructor face today is so black. a hi and ignored.fed up.
chill ive been. trying to...
furthermore, im trying to help everyone, as much as i can. but i just can never do so...instead, im making others the victim of my own actions. im sorry . very sorry. but i can never utter a single word to u because im realli realli sad and i have no confidence to say so. hopefully u understand. it suppose to be yours. and i have no idea about it....
works ar pilling up soon. and where am i?
not gonna train for one week at least...a break i need.
u train hard ppl say u overtrain, u train smart ppl say ur unfit.
8&^&%^@$!
give me a million dollar and everything will be settled.
im tired....so so tired...
can i stand up again?
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my life to hear your voiceThe Boy
Nickname: naz.Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance
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