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On 2:36 PM
sooo sooo bored now...
i felt like going out today. but...
who are soo free to go out with me...
darn...feel so boring now...
haa. i finally meet my new year ones for sports and wellness.haa
different kinds of people. im sure they gonna be great individuals for the course.
but actually, everything seems to pass so quickly for the past two days. i was kinda going through the motion trying to make something out of it. but the thing is everything ended late and i kinda a lil dissapoint that gangstarz didnt manage to have dinner together...haa. not exactly together. haa....
ive got a lot of problems lately...
and it all lies with me...
i felt so down down for the past few days...
its only that i keep trying to cover it up...
maybe i think too much on certain things but one thing for sure.
i have the right to think about it...i really can't tell it to anyone
because why should i make people worry about me. no no way naz...
ive not been myself lately. ive been soo quiet and when im quiet most people knows
there's always something wrong...
even during the orientation. i can't even really combine the noise i used to make with khalis and ismail. i tried but everything seems wrong.
why am i so down?
why must this happen to me?
what is this all about?
and its all really lies with me..
wherenever i think about it, theres a big sign NO! there.
and i felt lots of dilemma over such things...
im soo sad. why can it never be perfect for me...
im soo troubled by it...
and i just can never express myself anymore due to my own limitations.
i dun usually. but im soo aware of certain things that im soo tense up...
i just want to be love and be appreciated again...
i want to change lots of things in my life...
and i need money for that.yup. its money...so important...
its never easy if ur living my life now...
work hard for it?...
well,nothing that i worked soo hard for seems to pay..
down down i felt...
I give
my life to hear your voice