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On 8:11 AM
good morning people!
haa, i kinda just wake up..
and im now updating my mp3. darn its taking a long time.
anyway, i got this feeling that im moving too fast in my life as in, i tend
to do my own work so quickly that forget some people that i left behind. weird just got this feeling. i dunno if i care too much about how others feels...
one thing for sure, im always aware of how others look at eachother and i kinda study their looks. maybe those observings kinda make me too aware of certain things.
im those who are very much afraid of what people thinks of me... because im just someone who takes pride at its highest level...
when they say its pride, its the achievements that counts. everyone in our life are pursuing thier own targets. and so am i. its kinda scary when you have to get out from your comfort zone and do something that you don't do...
changes is good but it can be bad. however, now. since the start of the EPM, i kinda make myself soo busy such that i had some little doubts.
i want to achieve this things....
to be one of the best athletes by training hard of course...
to be able to organize good events and get that TEP award! hopefully...
i dunno about being selfish of wanting to organize more stuffs but its because, its the chance to pull my gpa up and get to university...just have to do it but i gonna need lots of support from my peers...
to be fit and strong. i may be small and thin but the inner strength that counts....as in no need go gym and get those bodies....because its just too big and bulky...and if you ask them to run, im sure they can't.thats not being fit...
well, the looks of great body is not that important. its the real strong muscles that combines with both strength and endurance that matters. yea. i dun go for shape. i go for its structure. haha.
i want to beautify my portfolio of course. i want to get to know more new friends...and hu noes. and yahs! i want to happy with people around my life...
i may be quiet at times but its more because of this term i called respect as in some comments are better not said...
erm for sure, its lets say there's issue that needs to be adressed. if i start criticizing in class. it will be wrong. because it will mostly shoot people down. unless, they know what im trying to do to help them.sp i better keep my mouth shut. i believe they are capable people! the best u can get! well, all i can say its my anger frequency is too darn low. haha. i dun get agry easily....but i just got this fear inside that if i were to be angry...it will be really be a huge consequences. i done it once...shall not do it twice....no more violence in my life. i had it...enough.
aites. gtg have some briefing sessions with TAS officials at redhill now..darn so lazy to go....but still. will be going out lata to have more fun!!
woot!
I give
my life to hear your voice