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i've been doing some real thinking...
after i had some look out on the world i live around...
nt just from the camp but mostly from getting to know more people
through meetings and internet.
our life is full of challenges with ups and down...
we know that in our minds.
opinions are subjective and we have to be carefull about how other feel...
i get to know real clubbers, real national players, real hotties and chicks, real hunks, real professors and experts and real high achiever whom really had done alot to achieve something in their life...
frm there, i actually did myself a reflection...really.
im looking at my life now. which is now, im with a nice family and friends. im like those typical sportsman who spend most of their time training hard and studies hard for the exams and nothing else...it really shows that im nothing but a loser.gotta admit that.im easily demoralised due to small things and im very vulnerable. i commit too much on littlest things and am not very flexible. i get too tired easily on one thing and just moved on to the next...
and i meet some real rich people and some poor becoming rich people....one thing i learned is something about money. the way the parents supports them and how they live with it. to tell you the truth, now, it doesn't really matter if ur parent is rich or not. once they give u the money u got to take it. its not about taking advantage. its really wrong to say that because we have different lives and environment. what we experience is not the same as the others. afterall, its thats what out life is and the challenges we have to face...its very wrong to say that we should not take money from our parents really... its the job of the parents to provide their kids too...like our parents, they have to climb up and work hard...and should we right?. however, we gotta think, what they are in the past environment which is totally differnt from us.
and i realised one thing. ive been limiting myself to my own thinking. i got to listen to others opinion and look how the live with their environment.maybe what they do does not make sense and its wrong in some way but we never know the real reason behind their actions.we should never comment about them but only so if they ask...
i see how people enjoy their life and get to know more people. i know of one friend whom really went clubbing and were too wild to imagine and a friend whom had countless girlfriends and finally he had just one that he love. the thing is, its not that we should not worry about relationship because we are young. but its about how you approach it. should never find a girlfriend. but instead meet more new people and increase your value... be their friend and only time will tell if you were meant to be together... should not worry too much. its just an excitement. we shall not call it flirting because its totally a wrong word. but being friendly...
we can always do all sort of things. it may be wrong but as long as we still hold on to our moral values. we should be happy of what we are doing. really.
now. i really had no idea what my future holds me. but whatever it is. i promise myself that i will do the best in everything. my new goal in life now is called happiness.get the things that i want. able to counter problems and achieve everything.
for now. im currently thinking of the track and field. to be truthfull, the passion is really not there anymore.i don't know why, but im giving myself to think it through...
my real passion is soccer.11 years i played for the school team and clubs. only to end it after just one injury...
should i take a trial this year for soccer?...
or should i continue track and field and wait for the passion to come. i had this real liking about freesbies too...but im too afraid to say it out thinking what others might say.
well, all i can say its either i continue track training and then after training go for freesbies training. or just soccer alone....
soccer is my 60% passion while track is 30% and fressbies is 20%...still i gotta weigh up my thoughts with the injury i had and the long absense from soccer...im still thinking.making a come back is never easy...
now its time to change everything in my life...EVERYTHING
i've been doing some real thinking...
after i had some look out on the world i live around...
nt just from the camp but mostly from getting to know more people
through meetings and internet.
our life is full of challenges with ups and down...
we know that in our minds.
opinions are subjective and we have to be carefull about how other feel...
i get to know real clubbers, real national players, real hotties and chicks, real hunks, real professors and experts and real high achiever whom really had done alot to achieve something in their life...
frm there, i actually did myself a reflection...really.
im looking at my life now. which is now, im with a nice family and friends. im like those typical sportsman who spend most of their time training hard and studies hard for the exams and nothing else...it really shows that im nothing but a loser.gotta admit that.im easily demoralised due to small things and im very vulnerable. i commit too much on littlest things and am not very flexible. i get too tired easily on one thing and just moved on to the next...
and i meet some real rich people and some poor becoming rich people....one thing i learned is something about money. the way the parents supports them and how they live with it. to tell you the truth, now, it doesn't really matter if ur parent is rich or not. once they give u the money u got to take it. its not about taking advantage. its really wrong to say that because we have different lives and environment. what we experience is not the same as the others. afterall, its thats what out life is and the challenges we have to face...its very wrong to say that we should not take money from our parents really... its the job of the parents to provide their kids too...like our parents, they have to climb up and work hard...and should we right?. however, we gotta think, what they are in the past environment which is totally differnt from us.
and i realised one thing. ive been limiting myself to my own thinking. i got to listen to others opinion and look how the live with their environment.maybe what they do does not make sense and its wrong in some way but we never know the real reason behind their actions.we should never comment about them but only so if they ask...
i see how people enjoy their life and get to know more people. i know of one friend whom really went clubbing and were too wild to imagine and a friend whom had countless girlfriends and finally he had just one that he love. the thing is, its not that we should not worry about relationship because we are young. but its about how you approach it. should never find a girlfriend. but instead meet more new people and increase your value... be their friend and only time will tell if you were meant to be together... should not worry too much. its just an excitement. we shall not call it flirting because its totally a wrong word. but being friendly...
we can always do all sort of things. it may be wrong but as long as we still hold on to our moral values. we should be happy of what we are doing. really.
now. i really had no idea what my future holds me. but whatever it is. i promise myself that i will do the best in everything. my new goal in life now is called happiness.get the things that i want. able to counter problems and achieve everything.
for now. im currently thinking of the track and field. to be truthfull, the passion is really not there anymore.i don't know why, but im giving myself to think it through...
my real passion is soccer.11 years i played for the school team and clubs. only to end it after just one injury...
should i take a trial this year for soccer?...
or should i continue track and field and wait for the passion to come. i had this real liking about freesbies too...but im too afraid to say it out thinking what others might say.
well, all i can say its either i continue track training and then after training go for freesbies training. or just soccer alone....
soccer is my 60% passion while track is 30% and fressbies is 20%...still i gotta weigh up my thoughts with the injury i had and the long absense from soccer...im still thinking.making a come back is never easy...
now its time to change everything in my life...EVERYTHING
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Nickname: naz.Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
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