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two down. 2 more to go for the exams...
so far has been alright. micro was good...
accounts was rather bad...guess i got careless mistakes...
wasted several marks...
hmm let me see,
its has been a full gear for the past few days...such that my life
is close to an adrenaline rush...kinda tired now. so just blog for awhile, before
i continued my stats revision.
somethins wrong's with my family today, they are like soo happy...and they are making my day too...lols.
just got a msg from si hao. this sun. we'll be having our athletics chalet...whoa...so fast...schedule will be kinda tight during the holiday if this goes on...will be having OGL camp on 14-16 march. gathering chalet 23-25 march....soccer match with verenas....training sessions will get tougher and it will only be 2 days rest per week. gonna work for napha tester....and im going for napha trainer...2 jobs in sch. most probably our class will start our TEP in the school gym so school will start earlier...then most of our classmates wanted too have chalet and soo on...have to have it in the early march...requires bookings and soo on....call ups.
ive planned out some few stuffs for at least to enjoy myself...there is like a big raging conflict in me because my happiness is at stake...
while training hard to be faster and fitter. i too need to indulge myself with some time of my own...family time
and also, in relationship...which i've soo long has been waiting...
i want to ride the singapore flyer...hopefully, im able to bring her there...hopefully...
i remembered she said, that there's always time on march. im kinda hoefull i can spend time out with her more on March....im sure, that we can reach there...valentine a shift...haa. im tyring to be optimistic though...i'll be fininshing my exams and hoefully she finishes her final project too...
she has been soo busy with her projects...and i really want to spend more time with her...im sure she gonna do well for her projects by the looks of hardworking she is...still, she did told me that day, that the valentine's day shift...she might not be able to make it...because could have night classes...
i gotta admit...who would not be frustrated if everything is cancelled and keep shifting. i noe, i have to be patient... i believe soo much in something that i hold on too...but i really don't know if she really knows...i know, there is some space in her heart, that i would love to be there...i believe in this thing called love...and i just realise, so far, ive never got any reward or deserve it at all...im kinda tired of it...soo much effort i have done for...would it move a heart once...when will she ever opens up to me...afterall, we know eachother for 6 years plus...im willing to confess as long as she's ready to open up herself...ive been wanting to do it for years...its only, i believed in saying it to her myself...maybe confessing up is not a need because she knows it...still, afterall the things that ive done for her, can't i just get a chance for it...
a chance for my heart to say its long been written words...
a heart that treats its stitches with no scar...
she is the only one in my heart...she knew...
i don't care about others because mine is waiting for hers...
i just want to spend more time with her...i want to bring her somewhere...
i remembered asking her, if she will be my valentine...
and till today, ive been longing for that day to come...
i don't care if ive already book those places for her...but what matters to me...ie just being with her...
argh, i really don't feel like doing anything now. i want to go overseas for a holiday...im soo sick of singapore...i just want to release some burden off my shoulders... ive been trying to make my life as perfect as it can be...im stilll working hard on it...
and now, im still doing my best for the exams...i promise ill be better than last semester...im working hard for myself...and for my parents and her...even in sports...during training, i would wear that badge to remind myself, she's here with me supporting me...
and yup, after the exams, then ill know how its gonna be...for now ill do my best and shall keep my heads up...telling myself.
naz, one day...you'll get there.
two down. 2 more to go for the exams...
so far has been alright. micro was good...
accounts was rather bad...guess i got careless mistakes...
wasted several marks...
hmm let me see,
its has been a full gear for the past few days...such that my life
is close to an adrenaline rush...kinda tired now. so just blog for awhile, before
i continued my stats revision.
somethins wrong's with my family today, they are like soo happy...and they are making my day too...lols.
just got a msg from si hao. this sun. we'll be having our athletics chalet...whoa...so fast...schedule will be kinda tight during the holiday if this goes on...will be having OGL camp on 14-16 march. gathering chalet 23-25 march....soccer match with verenas....training sessions will get tougher and it will only be 2 days rest per week. gonna work for napha tester....and im going for napha trainer...2 jobs in sch. most probably our class will start our TEP in the school gym so school will start earlier...then most of our classmates wanted too have chalet and soo on...have to have it in the early march...requires bookings and soo on....call ups.
ive planned out some few stuffs for at least to enjoy myself...there is like a big raging conflict in me because my happiness is at stake...
while training hard to be faster and fitter. i too need to indulge myself with some time of my own...family time
and also, in relationship...which i've soo long has been waiting...
i want to ride the singapore flyer...hopefully, im able to bring her there...hopefully...
i remembered she said, that there's always time on march. im kinda hoefull i can spend time out with her more on March....im sure, that we can reach there...valentine a shift...haa. im tyring to be optimistic though...i'll be fininshing my exams and hoefully she finishes her final project too...
she has been soo busy with her projects...and i really want to spend more time with her...im sure she gonna do well for her projects by the looks of hardworking she is...still, she did told me that day, that the valentine's day shift...she might not be able to make it...because could have night classes...
i gotta admit...who would not be frustrated if everything is cancelled and keep shifting. i noe, i have to be patient... i believe soo much in something that i hold on too...but i really don't know if she really knows...i know, there is some space in her heart, that i would love to be there...i believe in this thing called love...and i just realise, so far, ive never got any reward or deserve it at all...im kinda tired of it...soo much effort i have done for...would it move a heart once...when will she ever opens up to me...afterall, we know eachother for 6 years plus...im willing to confess as long as she's ready to open up herself...ive been wanting to do it for years...its only, i believed in saying it to her myself...maybe confessing up is not a need because she knows it...still, afterall the things that ive done for her, can't i just get a chance for it...
a chance for my heart to say its long been written words...
a heart that treats its stitches with no scar...
she is the only one in my heart...she knew...
i don't care about others because mine is waiting for hers...
i just want to spend more time with her...i want to bring her somewhere...
i remembered asking her, if she will be my valentine...
and till today, ive been longing for that day to come...
i don't care if ive already book those places for her...but what matters to me...ie just being with her...
argh, i really don't feel like doing anything now. i want to go overseas for a holiday...im soo sick of singapore...i just want to release some burden off my shoulders... ive been trying to make my life as perfect as it can be...im stilll working hard on it...
and now, im still doing my best for the exams...i promise ill be better than last semester...im working hard for myself...and for my parents and her...even in sports...during training, i would wear that badge to remind myself, she's here with me supporting me...
and yup, after the exams, then ill know how its gonna be...for now ill do my best and shall keep my heads up...telling myself.
naz, one day...you'll get there.
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