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haa, what an eventful day it is...
i meant yesterday huh...
particularly, is ive been rushing through all my revisions and finally
im completed all the subjects that afternoon before going to steffi house...
haa. i woke up at 6am, after a sleep frm 5am...one hour sleep...
then had my prayers and breakfast...and off i went to limbang mac and study all the way till 3pm...i was soo soo tired...
but i just have to go steffi's house, i kinda miss my ex-classmates! lols. afterall, its not always that im able to see them....
rush back home, took a shower...ice my eyes abit...make sure im not looking tired at all...but it was all in vain!.kinda..
haa, i still looked soo tired...haa.so sleepy of course...
ive been telling myself i have to do my best...since i have the opportunity now...but i guess...its kinda too stressful...need lots and lots of rest...anw, after this post ill be having my gd nite slp all the way!...haa...
anw, besides, from being tired and those sort of things. its really good to know that, ive got really gd friends thats stands by me. they knew, im trying my best to look energetic and active...and they were concern about my feelings due to some facts of my past. i guess, ive been trying hard not to look emo and sad these days,ive been wanting to keep a smile on my face to cheer myself up...and not tense up...so far im doing fine yea.
haa, well. today...i didn't expect her to turn up...its totally unexpected. haa...even though i didnt talk much at the beginning...its just that i want to settle myself in the surrounding....i was too busy and too in a hustle once i reached. and worse, my tiredness really surfaced....and i just couldn't control it...steffi were like trying to make me talk to her...well, thanks my dear friend...im just...like totally not myself, im just too afraid with people around me...and my mind were totally not in my body...haa. kinda blur here and there...
i knew that my mind keeps telling me, " naz?! what the hell are you doing?!...you're suppost to talk and make her smile...make her day...and you don't always get to meet her!" i know...as much as i want to give her the best attention in the world...i couldn't make myself to do it....im soo hopefull that she understands me...ive been trying...hopefully she sees it...expecially a short talk i wanted to say...even though it seems weird, trust me...its only just me...not being able to talk casually like we used too....why must exams stress comes in the way! i hate exams. who wouldn't anyways..
hai, ill eventually reached there...like you said, i can do it...
when exams over, i promised, ill be back again...
i promise, cross my heart and soul.
=)
haa, what an eventful day it is...
i meant yesterday huh...
particularly, is ive been rushing through all my revisions and finally
im completed all the subjects that afternoon before going to steffi house...
haa. i woke up at 6am, after a sleep frm 5am...one hour sleep...
then had my prayers and breakfast...and off i went to limbang mac and study all the way till 3pm...i was soo soo tired...
but i just have to go steffi's house, i kinda miss my ex-classmates! lols. afterall, its not always that im able to see them....
rush back home, took a shower...ice my eyes abit...make sure im not looking tired at all...but it was all in vain!.kinda..
haa, i still looked soo tired...haa.so sleepy of course...
ive been telling myself i have to do my best...since i have the opportunity now...but i guess...its kinda too stressful...need lots and lots of rest...anw, after this post ill be having my gd nite slp all the way!...haa...
anw, besides, from being tired and those sort of things. its really good to know that, ive got really gd friends thats stands by me. they knew, im trying my best to look energetic and active...and they were concern about my feelings due to some facts of my past. i guess, ive been trying hard not to look emo and sad these days,ive been wanting to keep a smile on my face to cheer myself up...and not tense up...so far im doing fine yea.
haa, well. today...i didn't expect her to turn up...its totally unexpected. haa...even though i didnt talk much at the beginning...its just that i want to settle myself in the surrounding....i was too busy and too in a hustle once i reached. and worse, my tiredness really surfaced....and i just couldn't control it...steffi were like trying to make me talk to her...well, thanks my dear friend...im just...like totally not myself, im just too afraid with people around me...and my mind were totally not in my body...haa. kinda blur here and there...
i knew that my mind keeps telling me, " naz?! what the hell are you doing?!...you're suppost to talk and make her smile...make her day...and you don't always get to meet her!" i know...as much as i want to give her the best attention in the world...i couldn't make myself to do it....im soo hopefull that she understands me...ive been trying...hopefully she sees it...expecially a short talk i wanted to say...even though it seems weird, trust me...its only just me...not being able to talk casually like we used too....why must exams stress comes in the way! i hate exams. who wouldn't anyways..
hai, ill eventually reached there...like you said, i can do it...
when exams over, i promised, ill be back again...
i promise, cross my heart and soul.
=)
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