On 1:54 AM
Today, i managed to stay at home for most of the time! yesh quality family time...haha
yesterday is a memorable day, ive got 3 medals in total and a new school 4x400m record with my team. our sbm team won also! whoa. One gold for 4x400m, silver for 800m and bronze for 1500m!. to wrap off, what a day to wrap off a bad week.photos will be uploaded soon.
exam is coming and im slacking today, im suppose to complete my tutorials by today but i didnt and i actually slacked the whole day with my family. Hmm, anyway its a rare opportunity anw since im always away at home.
i was suppose to update about yesterday event...but just a moment ago, i was browsing through the net and some old sites like the ex-2g personal chatroom and some old pics that i kept in my com...
lets try to make this short...we all has changed alot.not just our looks but also our attitude and characters...i look back at myself, i too has changed...and of course, im a better person now.i guess...
sec one photos of me and my friends...whoa.im used to be with azhari and gang.played catching during recess. im always the catcher because im slow.haha!. that jokes in class about chee chai against jap army was still remembered....about someone spilled water...haha. erm erm...haha, sec 2 soccer with other classes...that time in sec 2 when i was super nerd...my hairstyle and everything...the folkdance victory, the class chalets...my god...sec 3, they day i get to know mg and siong hui...in the soccerfield, when we are suppose to be opponents...that was in sec 4...get to know more ppl...and all these ppl has changed my life in every way...
that everymorning meets at the foyer and chat..read newspaper at parade square.that dnt times, that soccer with teacher time, jokes with teachers, that competition among places for soccer team, that jokes in class, that smiles, that laughters and that sad memories...haha, escape from canning, that chairperson job, that morning run with the tough ppl, that sports day and annual road run, that folkdance finals, that teachers day celebration, that lesson in class... that kss cheer, that walk towards the mrt...
frm ppl attempting suicide to ppl taking photos in toilet...
ghostly esperience with toilet with rizal...
and much more
that has been my sec life!.omg....
now, the saddest thing is where are they?...why does there no one calling eachother up?...we did say before, to eachother that we will not forget eachother, and we'll try to meet up. now where's the promise?. where's the effort to make it happen?...
maybe its the truth, i myself too...we are guilty...we can say anything or whatever we want, the thing is we have failed ourself...there's no action taken there...
now everyone is soo busy with thier lifes that they had any time to look back and realise....what a sweet memories that we put aside...
the thing is we grew up together...we know eachother more than anyone does...we studied and everytime we failed, we worked hard together to achieve something....
i miss those times, i really do...
from now on, i must tell myself...
i must cherish everything in my life...
i must not forget anyone in my life...
and if anyone from there wants to meet up with me, ill
definately meet them...i miss them alot!!!...
we always said in our sec 5, i can't wait for poly...
now i rather said this...poly will come, i want to spend more
time with you guys...
...now we all are busy, trying to make our lifes as perfect as it can be...
thats all i guess...
below is just something that ive written during my lesson in class...which i just like to write it here.
"sometimes, i really hope...
the words that i said to you, you'll remember...
the things that i did for you, the time that im waiting for you...
the moments that we work together, the jokes that we share in the bus and mrt...along the way to walkway of town...the short chat we had...the songs that we share...the view from esplanade, the things that ive said to you...it really signifies lots of things...its the years that has past so quickly...as time goes by, we can see how much things we forgot and we put aside...and till today, im still holding on to it...im hopeful, ive faith for you...i need you...but i know, it can never be possible for you to be there...i just wish you can hear me...i wish i could've have told you...the things that i keep inside...i miss you...when we sees eachother again...then...
its all up to you...
ive been saying to myself, that you'll be with me in my heart...
everywhere and all the time...
that key?.you'll still have it...its for you...for my heart" - naz
hai...after today, ill be very busy till sch ends...omg...gotta stay strong...
I give
my life to hear your voice