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im super duper tired.haa!!!
anyway, my life goes on just like it suppose to be...
managed to prepare my speech, im left with the rehersal.
haven study for my html test yet. gonna start tomorrow.
completed 3 tests last week and started on spss and management projects.
managed to attend training on wednedsday and fri, athletics camp till sat afternoon. camp is darn nice. that night i saw something shoot past the skies but i ignore it...we were at track and everything is soo dark...and i was with my teamates. the girls suddenly shouted ehss!!!!shooting stars!!!..i know i saw one before, and jasmine quickly tell me to make a wish...then i really don't know what to wish...like weird lars..haha! the last time i saw the shooting stars is a year ago...i remember what i wish for and that is to have someone i love by my side...anyway that is the past...it seems impossible anyway...
that sat morning meet up with my soccer teamates and train at bishan park before returing to sch for camp.haha. went home after that and evening time meet ah zhen they all for a nice dinner...
sun, which is ytd, went to expo early in the morning with both of my sis...shopping for gadgets there...saw the apple itouch and my sis wants to buy for me, but i decided not to have it, i rather wait for iphone or nokia n81 8gb...opportunity costs...haiya...
i guess trying to find a real free time is so difficult now. what i can conclude is i manage to barely survive.heheh...
i gt B for my speech presentation and A for my AFA.lols!happy lars.results all are coming out very soon...wahs!
anyway time to conclude last month...
last month has been really really a roller coaster ride... till today, im trying to save people's relationship...i saw too many break ups last month...and im hoping these friends of mine would patch back. afterall, you need someone,you should not let her go...conflicts in relationship is inevitable...so far, my prayers are answered by god...my friends are slowly picking up themselves and got together again...hmm let me see..how many break ups....7 i guess...wahs.
everyone must be wondering how am i doing after all those troubles...anyway, im getting fit week by week, im getting stronger day by day, im trying to show a happy face in front of people...okays, tell you guys the truth. my heart can't seems to let go and im forcing it away...i would run and cycle as fast as i can to release my stress...day by day i have to live with regrets and pain...it would be sinful if i say i still misses her...hmm.time will tell...afterall, 2 years and im trying to give up just like that without even saying somethings to her...letting her know or even a heart to heart conversation...im not running away, im just need some space...
after all, like what mg tells me and soo too those who have been supportive with me and knowing my problems like steffi, masnurulazurin,sarah,putri,snow,mohsen,charlene,vanya,hakim,haziq,the manhunts and zhenguang...( thanks you guys!!! ) love can be a beautiful thing...the sacrifices made can never be painful. it makes the hurt dissapears and welcomes hope...ive shed tears too many times thinking of her and i really must stop this... for now... im just waiting for the right moment...to officially decide... i want answers from herself... and i want to say something myself...and i know i can't bear to leave her, it is just so difficult but i were to leave...there will be no turning back...forever and ever...
to start anew is already so difficult, who can easily replaces her in my heart?.......
such a beautiful soul...sometimes, its just not meant to be...im tired...
just tired...
naz.
im super duper tired.haa!!!
anyway, my life goes on just like it suppose to be...
managed to prepare my speech, im left with the rehersal.
haven study for my html test yet. gonna start tomorrow.
completed 3 tests last week and started on spss and management projects.
managed to attend training on wednedsday and fri, athletics camp till sat afternoon. camp is darn nice. that night i saw something shoot past the skies but i ignore it...we were at track and everything is soo dark...and i was with my teamates. the girls suddenly shouted ehss!!!!shooting stars!!!..i know i saw one before, and jasmine quickly tell me to make a wish...then i really don't know what to wish...like weird lars..haha! the last time i saw the shooting stars is a year ago...i remember what i wish for and that is to have someone i love by my side...anyway that is the past...it seems impossible anyway...
that sat morning meet up with my soccer teamates and train at bishan park before returing to sch for camp.haha. went home after that and evening time meet ah zhen they all for a nice dinner...
sun, which is ytd, went to expo early in the morning with both of my sis...shopping for gadgets there...saw the apple itouch and my sis wants to buy for me, but i decided not to have it, i rather wait for iphone or nokia n81 8gb...opportunity costs...haiya...
i guess trying to find a real free time is so difficult now. what i can conclude is i manage to barely survive.heheh...
i gt B for my speech presentation and A for my AFA.lols!happy lars.results all are coming out very soon...wahs!
anyway time to conclude last month...
last month has been really really a roller coaster ride... till today, im trying to save people's relationship...i saw too many break ups last month...and im hoping these friends of mine would patch back. afterall, you need someone,you should not let her go...conflicts in relationship is inevitable...so far, my prayers are answered by god...my friends are slowly picking up themselves and got together again...hmm let me see..how many break ups....7 i guess...wahs.
everyone must be wondering how am i doing after all those troubles...anyway, im getting fit week by week, im getting stronger day by day, im trying to show a happy face in front of people...okays, tell you guys the truth. my heart can't seems to let go and im forcing it away...i would run and cycle as fast as i can to release my stress...day by day i have to live with regrets and pain...it would be sinful if i say i still misses her...hmm.time will tell...afterall, 2 years and im trying to give up just like that without even saying somethings to her...letting her know or even a heart to heart conversation...im not running away, im just need some space...
after all, like what mg tells me and soo too those who have been supportive with me and knowing my problems like steffi, masnurulazurin,sarah,putri,snow,mohsen,charlene,vanya,hakim,haziq,the manhunts and zhenguang...( thanks you guys!!! ) love can be a beautiful thing...the sacrifices made can never be painful. it makes the hurt dissapears and welcomes hope...ive shed tears too many times thinking of her and i really must stop this... for now... im just waiting for the right moment...to officially decide... i want answers from herself... and i want to say something myself...and i know i can't bear to leave her, it is just so difficult but i were to leave...there will be no turning back...forever and ever...
to start anew is already so difficult, who can easily replaces her in my heart?.......
such a beautiful soul...sometimes, its just not meant to be...im tired...
just tired...
naz.
I give
my life to hear your voiceThe Boy
Nickname: naz.Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance
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