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We beat the sch record, one of the best team ever.

...who rmbr this?
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my thoughts and feelings

hoi kan bd chalet 06, when i was alone at the beach

my working phillipines colleague
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me and eric bd's celebration bbq

the after sec life gathering
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me being the class chairperson of this great class
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my birthday celebration 07

look at mg
i looked at my past, i achieved soo many things as a chaiperson, ive got great classmate from 5c and great sec 5 peeps and i even thrive in studies and sports...last year has been the best...
hmm...
what am i doing now?...
im soo busy these few days, and i hardly had a real rest...
afterall, this is what i want...to achieve something in my life.
maybe i should not complaint at all..
sometimes, when i keep quiet in class, it means that im thinking my friends...
its not that i like to dream...ive got lot of thing running through my mind...
i have been abit kinda down this past few days because i have problems...
problems with myself... im sorry, sometimes i kinda can't control my feelings and attitude towards u people. i hate to involve my friends with my problems and i rather keep quiet. i rather try to solve it, take my actions and do my best in solving it first. dun get me wrong, if you guys sees me abit quiet in class please don't care about me. i just need some time alone to figure my way out...maybe the old nazri will come back one day, to make the people he knew smile more.haa
i do love to see some laughter and joy in my friends faces though...
i didnt attend training on wed because of some problems...i've got different problems and that i just need time to figure it out...
anyway, maybe those who are close to me knew what im trying to achieve...time management, i can handle it for sure...
maybe some will understand...what i feel...
i fall in love with this girl 2 years back, and somehow, i still can't forget about her...it all started with the class outing during october 06 at sentosa, and till now ive been waiting my friends. i really want to know what is she really thinking, ive done my best and always tries to make she feel happy. people always say that what i did will eventually move her. i don't know, it seems like what i did is all kinda looked forgotten. christmas is coming and i remembered what i did last year. it about a bottle of sea shells that represent something. i don't just buy anything for no meaning to it.reminisce of past memories do happens.that birthday tag, that boxes thich contains small hearts...
it supposes to end at 12 february 2007, just two days before the valentines day. i try all sort of things to forget about her. that is the bad time in my life...its like everynight i cry for no reasons. yups, sorry to say this, as a guy im not that strong either.
from there, i began to pick myself up and try to forget about her. to forget is one thing. everynight she will appear in my mind and i would just keep telling myself...no i must not care..however, there were this class gathering. when i sees her, i never thought i miss her that much actually. i try to deny it to my other friends...
and now, we managed to keep contact with eachother again...i love her soo much and sometimes, i really felt like i don't know what i should do next because ive done soo many things...i really do care about her. if only you people knew how i felt now. sometimes, i look at other couples which is my friends, i really think that they should cherish eachother and be happy together. i said to god, please give them blessings. its been 2 years and a month now. i can't believe im still waiting.
my friends, tell me how can i move her heart. she knows how i feel and she show no attention to it. i don't even know really she cares about it or not. i felt hurt everytime thinking that she don't care. i have done soo many things and eveything seems hopeless...lets no jump into any conclusions my friends, we have not hear her part of the story yet. she is someone very nice people, someone whom i spend time with everybit of memories reminds my happiness. she is special to me....so special.
that presentation of speeches my elaine... it moved me soo much...
it reminded me soo much about myself...
and if this were to end... it will be soo hurting like any other... such that i might give up somethings that i want to achieve in my life...
i miss her...
I give
my life to hear your voice