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On 9:20 PM
time to blog...
hey yo peeps..haa
its has only been like a few days since i blog
anyway haa starting with fri!!
my sec sch friends come to my house!!!lols
finally, i invited them for hari raya, gotta admit i dunno what to do with them
at first because my sick is getting bad and next day is IVP. ooh gosh, sorry guys if its too boring.haa, anyway they saw my room and my new house.lols. kinda proud of it..
i miss her and my classmate of course...haa. i miss sec life. i miss my chairperson duties, my soccer teamates, morning time at foyer, studying till mad, teacher...haa
memories duh...haa.
love you guys.
the next day SATURDAY.
i woke up feeling rather dizzy. got up and eat my breakfast. haha. nasi goreng and milo.
lols.
then do my warmup and stretching and off i went to choa chu kang stadium.
i was waiting for my event to start at 1505. i began to feel the tensions and pressure. i want to win to prove lots of things. firstly, my parents and teamates. secondly is her because she is just my motivation, i really love her that much...
and then the annoucement was made."800m contestant please report to the call room"...
whoa from that moment my heart is pounding soo hard in my chest.i cannot breathe, one look at my sms, and i just close my eyes and pray to god...
everyone just gathers at the starting point, i look kinda different from the others in terms of size lars. but hey guys i have a lion heart. i don't give up easily...despite knowing im small in size..
the officials says "on your mark"...frm that moment everything seems to stand still and silence. i close my eyes and something happened that its so difficult for me to describe, she appears there and its the same as i look her into her eyes that day...i really hope she noes....
and bang!!!
all out i run my best the first round....i came from the back to the second position....but then, that over confidence of mine backfire. i began to slow down...i can hear my sis and teamates shouting for me...she was just at the back of my minds. i was trying soo hard but my legs got so heavy and lactic accumulates...i have failed everyone my friend...i am very disspointed by this....if only i can turn back the time...i could've have win if only the tactics is ryte...
im sorry guys
sorry to you...
i will make sure i win something nxt year...
nothing can stop me...
for now, i really hope you will be there for me...
your motivations for me is everything i could've ask for...
how can i say this to you...
i really really love you...
i love you!!!!
and one day if i say this to you, will you accept it?...
I give
my life to hear your voice
The Boy
Nickname: naz.
Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance
His blog
A poetry in motion that is.
for it has its own reasons and meanings
and for all this guy could only have.
to pour and to cheer about his life.
may not be known, but does make a difference in the world.
he is half malay and chinese.
he loves music.
he loves sports.
he loves art.
he loves the people he knew.
simple. simplest at its himself.
loves & hates
50 first date, athletics, avenged sevenfold, blink 182, boxers and hoodies, chris brown, dashboard confessional, faber drive, family and friends, fashion, fm static, football, jonas brothers, katy perry, limp bizkit, music of any kind, secondhand serenade, shop, simple plan, sports, tats simple., the beatles