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On 12:41 AM
Steffi once said to me," in life there is sure to be problems, if not life will be bored"
its 1 am in the morning now. i cannot sleep. Today has been a special day to me...
im like so introverted today.today im really alone doing my stuffs at home, cleaning the room and decorating my room.ive just finish talking to mg. i would like to thanks him for listening to my problems.my best friend. soo many reflections i had today. i did soo many things in my life. both good and bad. 8 months ago, i remembered that was the breaking point of my life. i lost money in my counter 150+++, i lost my love, i tear a ligament in my ankle, i cannot play soccer anymore and i lost my mp3.my birthday, i lost the voucher zg and gang got me...so far for me, the happiness i have have been so minimal. nothing has really made me happy.i broke up with someone i forced myself to love with; just to forget her.so everything has never been perfect.
ive done soo many reflections today, you know, sometimes you never know when god's gonna take your life away, cherishing lifes is soo important...
ive been praying to god for everything. love the person around me. let my family and friends be happy people.let my parents stay healthy.protect the people around me.
i guess god give me lots of challenges this year.now, look at me. ive been trying not to be a letdown to my teamates in athletics, trying to get better results for studies, manage my time with my families and friends, and also to tell her howmuch i love her...but for now i have failed...
i can't believe im shedding tears ryte now...
forgive me people, i dunno why....
im just soo sad and tired...
ive made far too many sins such that god punishes me,
i now failed in sports, studies and relationship.
8 months ago it happened. its seems like its gonna happen again...
my friends i just want to enjoy the simplest thing in my life. i dun wan to ask soo much in life now..the more i ask the more it breaks my heart....
if u are reading this my frens. i would like to extend my hands to you, please forgive me all the sins that ive done ,upon this hari raya, let me start afresh...
i wish u guys happiness and everything that god can give you guys.
if only you can grant me one wish, i would sae happiness...
thats what i only want from you god, please no more problems...
sorry to my teamates for not attending training regularly, i realise we are a team and we have to achieve this as a team...
sorry to my classmates for not being able to try organize more things during the holidays...
im soo tired. im so depressed, i can't bring myself up.i just can't.
a friend of mine finally got the person he love today. he told me that he started holding hands together and how everything happened, such a beautiful moment for him. they love eachother. im so happy for him, im so pleased for him. he knew how i feel, but i never want him to help me or anything. i want him to cherish this things....love you my friend.
im in soo much pain in my life.
im trying to get up and move on...
why can't i just move on forget about my past...
.......
if only she noes how i felt. how ive been holding on, how i suffered all this month...
whatever happens... i must be happy, i have too...
misses...
naz.
Steffi once said to me," in life there is sure to be problems, if not life will be bored"
its 1 am in the morning now. i cannot sleep. Today has been a special day to me...
im like so introverted today.today im really alone doing my stuffs at home, cleaning the room and decorating my room.ive just finish talking to mg. i would like to thanks him for listening to my problems.my best friend. soo many reflections i had today. i did soo many things in my life. both good and bad. 8 months ago, i remembered that was the breaking point of my life. i lost money in my counter 150+++, i lost my love, i tear a ligament in my ankle, i cannot play soccer anymore and i lost my mp3.my birthday, i lost the voucher zg and gang got me...so far for me, the happiness i have have been so minimal. nothing has really made me happy.i broke up with someone i forced myself to love with; just to forget her.so everything has never been perfect.
ive done soo many reflections today, you know, sometimes you never know when god's gonna take your life away, cherishing lifes is soo important...
ive been praying to god for everything. love the person around me. let my family and friends be happy people.let my parents stay healthy.protect the people around me.
i guess god give me lots of challenges this year.now, look at me. ive been trying not to be a letdown to my teamates in athletics, trying to get better results for studies, manage my time with my families and friends, and also to tell her howmuch i love her...but for now i have failed...
i can't believe im shedding tears ryte now...
forgive me people, i dunno why....
im just soo sad and tired...
ive made far too many sins such that god punishes me,
i now failed in sports, studies and relationship.
8 months ago it happened. its seems like its gonna happen again...
my friends i just want to enjoy the simplest thing in my life. i dun wan to ask soo much in life now..the more i ask the more it breaks my heart....
if u are reading this my frens. i would like to extend my hands to you, please forgive me all the sins that ive done ,upon this hari raya, let me start afresh...
i wish u guys happiness and everything that god can give you guys.
if only you can grant me one wish, i would sae happiness...
thats what i only want from you god, please no more problems...
sorry to my teamates for not attending training regularly, i realise we are a team and we have to achieve this as a team...
sorry to my classmates for not being able to try organize more things during the holidays...
im soo tired. im so depressed, i can't bring myself up.i just can't.
a friend of mine finally got the person he love today. he told me that he started holding hands together and how everything happened, such a beautiful moment for him. they love eachother. im so happy for him, im so pleased for him. he knew how i feel, but i never want him to help me or anything. i want him to cherish this things....love you my friend.
im in soo much pain in my life.
im trying to get up and move on...
why can't i just move on forget about my past...
.......
if only she noes how i felt. how ive been holding on, how i suffered all this month...
whatever happens... i must be happy, i have too...
misses...
naz.
I give
my life to hear your voiceThe Boy
Nickname: naz.Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance
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A poetry in motion that is. for it has its own reasons and meanings and for all this guy could only have. to pour and to cheer about his life. may not be known, but does make a difference in the world. he is half malay and chinese. he loves music. he loves sports. he loves art. he loves the people he knew. simple. simplest at its himself.loves & hates
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