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Mon-
Haa, yea school starts. lols. kinda weird lar going to sch. Meet up my sports and wellness peeps and say hari raya those stuffs, went to play pool with classmate and makan at banquet with peiyi then as per normal go cca, haa, but then skip training because of the napha tester thingy. I failed my pull up. I only got 8! Requirement is 11.haa disappointed. Go back home from training with taxi with Firdaus, Sam and Geraldine.
Tue-
School as per normal. all the way till 5 plus then went down to rush my training. Run 10km all the way under the rain. Got home and meet up with ming guang and had a long chat. Then I was like keep sneezing. Got a cold, fever and flu…slept early…but keep waking up because of headaches.
Wed –
I woke up very tired that morning. I felt soo restless and lethargic. Very dizzy, like fizzie dizzie. Lols. Nahs. Force myself to school to attend just a lecture….then after that, my classmate had games to play so I and my stupid thoughts went to play soccer and touch rugby with them…somehow the flu was not felt..but then we went to swimming and after that, that’s when I got really sick….i felt sooo tired…and dying anytime soon…haa, pale face and dry lips. I ate 6 panadols that day. Darn, I hate it when this happens…I cannot sleep so I do my tutotials till late night around 2 plus. Then back to sleep…ooh yah I skip my napha training and track and field training.
Thurs –
Ooh sch starts at 9, woke up at 6.30am. On tv watch MTV’S. Fall in love with this song titled No One By Alicia Keys. I got a little worried because my IVP is this Saturday and im sick now. Go sch again, and learnt a few things from my lecturers. Different lecturers has different view about sports and wellness student huh?...lols. some say we are noisy but hardworking. Some say we drive lecturers out frm schools. Haa anyway I love my class da. Lols. Orites. Now here I am in Limbang park updating this entry.lols. haa
Why huh today got no stars?,( I sometimes love my singlish) all I see is just blurry visions of the moon. It reflects my life now; everything seems to be so unclear. I’m trying to stay happy for now after all that is what my friends want me to be. I do not want to affect my friends regarding my problems. I rather looked happy but keep everything to myself. For crying out loud, I felt something inside me is coming out…erm I don’t know what the hell issit but one thing for sure my patience is running low nowadays. You guys might know im those who are very patient even when people insult me…somehow, maybe I cannot take it anymore. I’m still trying to control it myself. I do not want to add anymore problems into myself…and now matters regarding to my heart, I just don’t know why my friends, I’ve been trying to talk more and make it more stronger…but its just like there is no attention given to me…I kind of felt so demoralize because of that. I’m trying not to thinks about it because it really affects my mood. Am I treated like a human or not? Who is I to you or am I just someone for you to talk with? A friend of mine say, she got eyes, she got ears, and of course she will know…well I really don’t know…
I love you and I miss you. That’s what I’ve been thinking about before I went to sleep….
Current song that fits my life now: WAIT FOR YOU: ELLIOT YAMIN.
Lyrics :
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door.
Oooooo
Why did you have to go?
You could of let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could of stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand.
Oooooo
And all my tears they keep
runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy(crazy)
Ooooo
How can you walk away
(Way) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Noooooo
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you (for you)
Ooooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
Mon-
Haa, yea school starts. lols. kinda weird lar going to sch. Meet up my sports and wellness peeps and say hari raya those stuffs, went to play pool with classmate and makan at banquet with peiyi then as per normal go cca, haa, but then skip training because of the napha tester thingy. I failed my pull up. I only got 8! Requirement is 11.haa disappointed. Go back home from training with taxi with Firdaus, Sam and Geraldine.
Tue-
School as per normal. all the way till 5 plus then went down to rush my training. Run 10km all the way under the rain. Got home and meet up with ming guang and had a long chat. Then I was like keep sneezing. Got a cold, fever and flu…slept early…but keep waking up because of headaches.
Wed –
I woke up very tired that morning. I felt soo restless and lethargic. Very dizzy, like fizzie dizzie. Lols. Nahs. Force myself to school to attend just a lecture….then after that, my classmate had games to play so I and my stupid thoughts went to play soccer and touch rugby with them…somehow the flu was not felt..but then we went to swimming and after that, that’s when I got really sick….i felt sooo tired…and dying anytime soon…haa, pale face and dry lips. I ate 6 panadols that day. Darn, I hate it when this happens…I cannot sleep so I do my tutotials till late night around 2 plus. Then back to sleep…ooh yah I skip my napha training and track and field training.
Thurs –
Ooh sch starts at 9, woke up at 6.30am. On tv watch MTV’S. Fall in love with this song titled No One By Alicia Keys. I got a little worried because my IVP is this Saturday and im sick now. Go sch again, and learnt a few things from my lecturers. Different lecturers has different view about sports and wellness student huh?...lols. some say we are noisy but hardworking. Some say we drive lecturers out frm schools. Haa anyway I love my class da. Lols. Orites. Now here I am in Limbang park updating this entry.lols. haa
Why huh today got no stars?,( I sometimes love my singlish) all I see is just blurry visions of the moon. It reflects my life now; everything seems to be so unclear. I’m trying to stay happy for now after all that is what my friends want me to be. I do not want to affect my friends regarding my problems. I rather looked happy but keep everything to myself. For crying out loud, I felt something inside me is coming out…erm I don’t know what the hell issit but one thing for sure my patience is running low nowadays. You guys might know im those who are very patient even when people insult me…somehow, maybe I cannot take it anymore. I’m still trying to control it myself. I do not want to add anymore problems into myself…and now matters regarding to my heart, I just don’t know why my friends, I’ve been trying to talk more and make it more stronger…but its just like there is no attention given to me…I kind of felt so demoralize because of that. I’m trying not to thinks about it because it really affects my mood. Am I treated like a human or not? Who is I to you or am I just someone for you to talk with? A friend of mine say, she got eyes, she got ears, and of course she will know…well I really don’t know…
I love you and I miss you. That’s what I’ve been thinking about before I went to sleep….
Current song that fits my life now: WAIT FOR YOU: ELLIOT YAMIN.
Lyrics :
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door.
Oooooo
Why did you have to go?
You could of let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could of stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand.
Oooooo
And all my tears they keep
runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy(crazy)
Ooooo
How can you walk away
(Way) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Noooooo
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you (for you)
Ooooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
I give
my life to hear your voiceThe Boy
Nickname: naz.Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance
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