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On 5:43 AM
its 5.45 am now...sep 25
orites i just feel its time to blog.

sep 24
okays its like 1 am and i could not sleep.im happy of the fact that man utd beat chelsea!. but anyway. i could not sleep al the way till 4.30 am. By then, its already breakfast and i just eat like soo little. very low appetite. im like sneezing and that really irritates me. i got up and went to work.....

work is darn boring lar. people making noises for reasons that does not even make a sense... im alone inside forest fare most of the time. just keep running and walking inside there, making friends with the chef and talking to ahmeng(firdaus).

after that about 3 plus went to school...again i feel so boring and lonely....reach school around 4.45pm then do my warmup and start the vigorous training all the way till 7 plus.
And then, i finally break my fast and went home with akid. from cck mrt walk home very slowly and restlessly...

that day is so quiet and especially when you are alone, you will start to do some own reflection...
i realised being alone is not my type. my life is full of regrets...

when i say we need to treasure time, how can it possibly be...

okay i think u guys know what im trying to talk about...
its about my love life. eveything seems so unclear and in doubts..
after the broke up, ive been trying to make myself and people around me happy...
my past has never moved an inches in my heart...
it means to say, im stubborn i guest or u guys might think it as stupid...

i reallly wonders...
when you are with the person u love...u dun even gt the words out from your mouth...
saying u gonna miss her...
saying of all the people u knew, she is the one u care the most....
saying that u want one last dance...
but when the person has left u... u regret... u keep thinking the whole day...
i guessed im just not really the guy most girls has been looking for...

past can never begone...
i will do whatever it takes to make myself happy and people around me happy...
i shall cherish people around me...

can i turn my life around...i really dunno.
i just want one chance...
which is really impossible...
i guessed i gonna stay lonely again....

now that im gone, im not sure if you are happy...
if you do and you do even care less... i guess...
my heart has been lying to me...

im tired guys, everything in my life doesn't seems to go my way...
i could not even do one simple things... express my love.

"i just got this feeling which i can't hide. i watch when you smile, i watch when you cry, i can't find the way to tell you; i wish im your lover"

The Boy

Nickname: naz.
Birthday: 23rd march 89
Location: singapore
Zodiac Sign: aries
Personality: bet2differ
Languages: eng
E-mail: nazrisaifee_chemicromance

His blog

A poetry in motion that is. for it has its own reasons and meanings and for all this guy could only have. to pour and to cheer about his life. may not be known, but does make a difference in the world. he is half malay and chinese. he loves music. he loves sports. he loves art. he loves the people he knew. simple. simplest at its himself.

loves & hates

50 first date, athletics, avenged sevenfold, blink 182, boxers and hoodies, chris brown, dashboard confessional, faber drive, family and friends, fashion, fm static, football, jonas brothers, katy perry, limp bizkit, music of any kind, secondhand serenade, shop, simple plan, sports, tats simple., the beatles

my fav'd quotes

featured links

Adidas
Atticus
Ask Men
International Association of Athletics Federations
Manchester United
Men's Health
Singapore 2010
Singapore Athletics
TopMan

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his buddies

x NYP Athletics
x adham
x asvin
x biins
x chor hoon
x dorries
x dawnwlle
x dilemmastar
x edith
x elaine
x elearnor
x feng yao.
x hazel
x hafiz
x justina
x kasmini
x kenny
x luqman
x lewis
x matt
x masnurulazurin
x nadiah.
x nadzirah
x peijun.
x peng xin.
x peiyi
x steffi.
x sylvester
x yana
x yinci
x yvonne.
x zhenguang

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