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On 5:32 PM

A tWiSt Of FatE.

I gotta say this. Love is not a game. It all depends on two parties being able to sacrifice and cherish accouter for the sake of love. I am young and I do need some advice in Love.

Its important to have two parties being happy to have this relationship. If one are not then its useless.

I experience this term called ' Blinded by Love'. Being able to do anything for her, even by means of death. It might sound stupid but this is the world we are living in. Okay I've learnt my lesson though.

Now I am still stuck in between two options. Confess or not to Confess. Okay she is the person who actually i thinks had the same interest as me.

People might say that i keep changing partners. But this one, i think is for real. Afterall, i do think of the consequences. I am malay and she is chinese. I am ugly and she is beautiful. I am no one while she is someone else.

Everytime when i heard her names from any lips, i would felt something. Its just like a twitching eye?.can't decribe it. i had a friend decided to woo her. I admire his courageous thoughts and actions. If i can be just like him.

Should i let go and let it be. If i don't confess will she know?. Can't she really feel it if that is what love is all about?.Will she go with other man?. I dunno. I am a coward. It's been a year and a half since i kept quiet to myself. Till today, no one knows that i'm in love with her. She is just so special and i can't explain it. Everytime, they gossip about her, talk about her failure in a relationship, it hurts me. Its because i knew she is not what everyone thought she should be.

I hope someone can help me with this. Afterall,

this is very important to me.

Recently i bought her a birth date keychain. I really hope she loves it. Maybe i just can't hide my feelings but whatever it is. I just can't tell and confess as most of my friends gossip alot and that this will caused tension among ourselfs.

Ev3ry mom3nt i sp3nd with you;

Is 3v3ry mom3nt i tr3asur3.

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